Day 3- My Bucket List :)

Okay for the past year I’ve just been complaining about the present and the past so i thought why not focus on the future. Plus i’m kinda sick of complaining especially since they are all the most quintessential first world problems. Although technically all problems are third world problems since earth is the third planet orbiting the sun. Okay i’m just going to stop being such a smartarse and move on. I’ve had this list since i was 9 and i’ve just added things on really. The ones in green have been completed. I don’t really know how since i never go out. Anyhoo heres my list:

  1. Climb Mount Everest (cliche i know)
  2. Catch fireflies in a jar
  3. Sneak out my bedroom window
  4. Actually have a bedroom to myself
  5. Be an extra in a big budget movie
  6. Go on a boat with my friends
  7. Go to a house party
  8. Throw a house party
  9. Go on a road trip around Europe
  10. Work on the set for either Hollyoaks or Eastenders
  11. Crash a party without getting caught
  12. Go sky diving for charity
  13. Donate my hair
  14. Learn how to paint nails properly
  15. Fall in love
  16. Break a stupid law (I used my neighbours wifi sue me)
  17. Find a secret hideout in a secluded area for me and my friends 
  18. Go on a shopping spree
  19. Get a makeover
  20. Build a house in a foreign country 
  21. Become a human rights lawyer
  22. Get my nails and hair done professionally
  23. Have a sleepover at a friends house after prom
  24. Go to an after party
  25. Pass my GCSEs
  26. Pass my A-Levels
  27. Go to University
  28. Become a lifeguard at a pool (kinda)
  29. Kiss a french guy
  30. Have a kiss under mistletoe
  31. Bitch slap someone like they do in Bollywood dramas
  32. Let go of a floating lantern
  33. Cook souffle
  34. Cook souffle properly
  35. Grow old with the people i love
  36. Save someones life
  37. Write a book
  38. Get it published
  39. Write a secret blog (see what i did there)
  40. Kayak through caves
  41. Kiss someone in the snow
  42. Learn to drive
  43. Get another piercing on my ears
  44. Go to Glastonbury or T in the Park
  45. Break or set a word record
  46. Get my photo in the newspaper
  47. Dye my hair a crazy colour
  48. Go skiing
  49. Trend on twitter
  50. Help with the running of the Olympics or Paralympics
  51. Have a kiss at the end of a pier (it wasn’t at the end, but it counts)
  52. Go to a concert
  53. Play bingo with my friends when we’re old
  54. Have a photo shoot (it was on my friends laptop)
  55. Make a short stop motion film (2 minutes) 
  56. Wear matching outfits with my friends in public
  57. Hand write a letter and post it through a strangers letterbox
  58. Finish Stranger Things (waiting for season 2)
  59. Send a message in a bottle
  60. Go Camping

That’s about it. I’ve probably left out a lot of stuff and there is a long way to go until i finish the list, but for a fourteen year old who literally does nothing all day i’m very proud of myself. So i guess bye.


Day 2- Don’t text strangers

Okay I’ve realized i haven’t posted in ages, however there has been a lot going on that i wasn’t sure i should share to the world, but i have been given permission. So for those who have read my last post you may know that i got a very distressing video from my friend “X”. I was very confused and few day after that video was sent i got a call from him asking to meet up and so i did and he explained the whole thing to me. To give a little background on “X” i’ll say that he didn’t really have the best childhood. I know that 14 basically means that we are children, but his past wasn’t ideal. His father died when he was very young in his sleep and his mother fell ill with depression so they lived with their grandparents.

I know that was quite long, but it is quite relevant i guess. Back to what actually happened. He got a message from a unknown number claiming that he was an old friend of his dad and wanted to get to know him. Later on they agreed to meet up. Although we had been given thousands of lectures about internet safety and they had specifically told us not to meet up with strangers. However being the rebel (or idiot as i like to call it) he is, he thought it would be a good idea to meet u p with a stranger even though he didn’t really think of him as a stranger at the time. When they did eventually met the guy led him into an alley after getting fish and chips because it a shortcut. You guys can probably guess what happened next. He was beat up. Apparently his dad owed him like a crap load of money and didn’t pay up before he died. I feel like this should be turned into an action movie, but there has been like 6 million movies about gang violence already so maybe not. I know i should be joking around because this is quite a serious subject, but all my previous drafts just were way too emotional because if i am being completely honest i feel like a really bad friend. I am just trying to lighten it up a bit because i was surprised he told me to write this , because it is so personal. I know this page is called rants, raves and ramblings i haven’t really done any of those things, but i have a mini rant of the day.

My mini rant of the day

I’m very curious as to why men/boys are so afraid to cry. I mean its human and i do know that not all boys are stupid and some can admit to the fact that they cry, There are so many things to normalise in this world and i never would have thought boys crying would be one. Its such a normal thing i mean i know you’re lying if you say you haven’t cried during Marley and me. That movie was made to make you cry. Oh and by the way way Owen Wilson i know the dog was in pain, but you could have let it live a few more days okay. I wouldn’t have hurt. So i’m going to go and rewatch Marley and me and cry my arse off/ So i guess bye. Oh and by the way you guys should listen to Don’t by Bryson Tiller and Say it a cover by Sevyn Streeter. They’re both soo calming and relaxing. P.S i don’t really know what call it so i’m just going to call it something stupid. Its not clickbait.