Day 20- This is the end…. no seriously

Bear with me because honestly right now I’ve been on a huge emotion roller coaster today and i may be making a impulse decision that i will regret, but i know its for my own good. I’m pretty sure I’ve confused the huge majority of you, but what i’m trying to get at is that i’ll probably be deleting Rants, Raves and Rambles in a few days. I really don’t wants to because of the 6 months I’ve been on here my life has dramatically changed. I’ve realised that i’m not in the right state to be constantly uploading my life onto here. I have a lot going on in my life and as i joke on this blog a lot, i don’t deal with them. It only came to me yesterday that i really should. I know what you’re all saying surely you can deal with your problems and still have this blog? Well unfortunately I’ve been using a lot of little distractions to help me procrastinate, this blog being one of them. I’m actually amazed how far I’ve come. I started this blog because i was just a girl, whose friends were all abroad and was consequently bored out of her wits. I didn’t even thinks i would  get any views let alone people actually following me and reading what i have to say.

So here i am with 120 exactly followers, contemplating whether i should delete my excuse of a blog. I didn’t post every day because i’m terrible at starting posts. I know thats the worst excuse ever, but its true. I could literally sit in front of my computer screen for hours wondering whether i should start with hey guys*a horrible joke* or just an apology for not uploading for so long. Honestly this has been one of my better distractions. I’ve learned to improve my writing style, made a lot of online friends and indulged myself with the amazing blogging community. Honestly this blog has made me my happiest person and i don’t know what i would have done without this small little blog, but I’ve become a little codependent on it and thats not good. So I mean i will probably will make another blog when i’m in a better place, but i know i need to stop now. I’ll leave it up for a couple of days before this is permanently gone.

God this (much like many of my other posts) is really sappy, but yeah so i guess bye

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Day 19- 2016/2017 tag

I know i say this a lot, but i’m really sorry i haven’t updated in a while, its just I’ve been really busy. I mean I’ve literally had to skip school so i can go on WordPress and stalk all of your blogs, that and i’m literally dying. However this post isn’t all look how pathetically sad i am ’cause guess what…. I got nominated for another tag!!

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I have alot more to do, but seeing as it is almost the end of January i should probably do this before its 2018.  I was tagged by Jazzy Blogs who is a beautiful human being so you should probably check her out. This tag was created by David so go check him out too.

So yeah…

Rules:

  1. Mention the creator of the tag.
  2. Use the image in the article.
  3. Mention the blogger who has chosen you.
  4. Answer the questions.
  5. Nominate 9 other bloggers/friends and let them know.

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1. Describe your 2016 in three words.

Jeez i don’t really know, my 2016 has been very mixed: Demanding. Eye-opening. Cleansing.

2. Name 2 people who have characterized your 2016.

Damn i’m really bad at these, but i guess Wes Anderson. Over the course of 2016 i’ve grown very fond of his style and the way he directs. The Grand Budapest Hotel is one of my favourite films and i personally found the H&M christmas adverts to be one of the best. Another was Alan Rickman, his death really struck me, especially with it being so close to my birthday. When me and my friends found out we spent the next week with blood shot eyes and unable to form a bloody sentence. I grew up watching Harry potter (like many others) and i’m not going to lie i hated snape, but as i grew older he grew on me and held a soft spot in my heart.

3. Write the most beautiful place you’ve visited in 2016 and why you liked it so much.

I didn’t really travel during 2016, but i found this really cute hideout with my friends, but its in the middle of the woods so we’re constantly scared we’ll be killed by the druggies that currently inhabit the woods.

4. Write the most delicious food you’ve tasted in 2016.

Well putting aside the time i went vegan  for a month in the summer, it would probably be the lemon and poppy seed muffin i was given during my work shadowing day. Seriously it was like i’d died and gone to heaven.

5. Write the event which has marked you more of your 2016.

Its kinda of an event, but it was when i finally let go of some toxic friendships and and the other time i starting going crazy because i thought i was going blind, but my glasses were just dirty, that was a very dark time in life.

6. What’s the finest purchase you’ve made in 2016.

I didn’t really make many purchases this year (mostly because i’m cheap and broke), but i would be the my faux leather note book i brought from wilko. I’ve written and doodled about the most random stuff in there. However it’s really useful, because i can vent about whatever the hell i want.

7. Write 3 good intentions for 2017.

I want to definitely blog more for a start and work on my confidence, building stronger friendships with the right people. Not be as sensitive , but if someone is being a down right bitch actually tell them instead of hold a grudge and bottling it up.

8. Write one place you want to visit in 2017.

I mentioned this in my bucket list, but i want to visit my granddads’ old pub in Ireland. He died in 2016 so i never got the chance to do it with him, but i want to visit it and hold a memorial, because i know the people in the town loved him as much as we did so yeah thats very high on my list.

9. One plate/food you want to eat in 2017.

Spaghetti bolognese, my ultimate comfort food.

My nominations:

Right if any of you have ever read my other tags you’d know this is the bit i dread, because i hate picking and choosing but i’ll open this up to anyone who wants to do this, but in the sake of carrying this on i’ll pick 9 people.

Bella

artist by beauty

Muse

Thought in Life

Shivani

Teacher of YA

Rayan

Nyse

Lavender Sky

Have fun and i guess bye 🙂 .

Day 18- 100 followers & shameless promo :)

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Guess what guys I REACHED 100 FOLLOWERS ON THIS BLOG and honestly i’m so ecstatic. I didn’t even think i would get anyone reading my blog let alone 100 people following me. I don’t really know what to say other than thank you for taking time out of your lives to read my random arse rambles about literally nothing.

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Sorry about my unnecessary use of gifs, but i feel like i should i have put Brad Pitt, Stephen Colbert and Gryffindor on my blog at one point so why not all at once. To celebrate this momentous achievement i have decided to finally make a twitter for this blog. I’ve already followed around 600 bloggers, but if i’ve missed you i’m sorry just comment them. Also follow me because why the hell not and you’ll be able to experience my horrible sarcastic humour restricted to just 140 characters.  My Twitter so yeah i guess bye :).