Bear with me because honestly right now I’ve been on a huge emotion roller coaster today and i may be making a impulse decision that i will regret, but i know its for my own good. I’m pretty sure I’ve confused the huge majority of you, but what i’m trying to get at is that i’ll probably be deleting Rants, Raves and Rambles in a few days. I really don’t wants to because of the 6 months I’ve been on here my life has dramatically changed. I’ve realised that i’m not in the right state to be constantly uploading my life onto here. I have a lot going on in my life and as i joke on this blog a lot, i don’t deal with them. It only came to me yesterday that i really should. I know what you’re all saying surely you can deal with your problems and still have this blog? Well unfortunately I’ve been using a lot of little distractions to help me procrastinate, this blog being one of them. I’m actually amazed how far I’ve come. I started this blog because i was just a girl, whose friends were all abroad and was consequently bored out of her wits. I didn’t even thinks i would get any views let alone people actually following me and reading what i have to say.
So here i am with 120 exactly followers, contemplating whether i should delete my excuse of a blog. I didn’t post every day because i’m terrible at starting posts. I know thats the worst excuse ever, but its true. I could literally sit in front of my computer screen for hours wondering whether i should start with hey guys, *a horrible joke* or just an apology for not uploading for so long. Honestly this has been one of my better distractions. I’ve learned to improve my writing style, made a lot of online friends and indulged myself with the amazing blogging community. Honestly this blog has made me my happiest person and i don’t know what i would have done without this small little blog, but I’ve become a little codependent on it and thats not good. So I mean i will probably will make another blog when i’m in a better place, but i know i need to stop now. I’ll leave it up for a couple of days before this is permanently gone.
God this (much like many of my other posts) is really sappy, but yeah so i guess bye
Sounds like you’re having a really tough time- I haven’t followed your blog for long but the posts I’ve read are really great. Hope you’re okay, just wanted to let you know your blog isn’t terrible like you said. 🙂
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Thanks, but i probably wont delete this just yet. Its too important to me and i was just a bit emotional yesterday.
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Ah good 😄
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If this blog (and other things) have distracted you from the bigger priorities in your life, then I applaud you for recognizing this and cutting them out from your life. When you find yourself in a better place, you can always restart a blog. The Internet (and all of us) will be ready when you return! 👍
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I think that i was probably just a bit emotional yesterday and may not delete it completely, but i’ll probably just take a break
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I hope that a break will clear your mind and soul. We will be hear when you come back!
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Thanks 😊
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No! You can’t leave! But if it’s the right thing for you to do, you got to I suppose. Overall you and your health is more important than your blog…but deep down I wish you could stay!
So, if you 100% decide to leave, farewell and good luck and I hope sometime in the future you come back😊❤
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Thanks and i think its important i take a break from this, but i dont think i’m ready to leave just yet ☺
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Take as long as a break you need!🙂
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Well you can think of it this way: you delete this blog, you’ll be letting down 120 people.
Personally , I like your posts, even though you post late. They have this nice quality to them. Not the same quality of chocolate. Or of diamonds. More like the quality of a sunny day.
So if you do leave, good luck.
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P.S *insert I don’t want go meme from 10th Doctor*
I will also miss a fellow whovians if you do go.
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Aw please dont bring up that episode i’ve only just about recovered 😭
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I think i was just a bit emotional yesterday so i wont delete this blog just yet though i will be taking a break
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Sorry to hear this, but think about it you have 121 people ready to read you blog when you get back. Rosie xx
http://Www.uniquelyrosie.wordpress.com
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I am sorry, you sound overwhelmed. Perhaps make the blog private? 😮
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Yeah maybe 🙂
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